{"id":888,"date":"2021-06-24T06:57:24","date_gmt":"2021-06-24T06:57:24","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/engineering.purdue.edu\/STORIES\/?p=888"},"modified":"2021-06-24T06:59:43","modified_gmt":"2021-06-24T06:59:43","slug":"johns-quotes-4","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/engineering.purdue.edu\/STORIES\/2021\/06\/24\/johns-quotes-4\/","title":{"rendered":"John&#8217;s Quotes #4"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>[94-107; 123-135] I&#8217;m currently struggling with a lot of feelings I have when I go to class. I don&#8217;t usually have productive thoughts. I feel like things are scaring me more than helping me now. Or I&#8217;m getting scared more than I&#8217;m learning. I hope it&#8217;s just the mental health thing. Recently, I&#8217;ve been getting better. I&#8217;ve been paying more attention, <em>and<\/em> I&#8217;m going to pass. I met with a psychiatrist last week. I just got medication <em>and hope it will<\/em> lift my spirits. When I go to class, I&#8217;m paying attention for the first 10 minutes. But after that, I start to have like breathing problems or my mind <em>is<\/em> wandering off. It&#8217;s like an escape. I&#8217;m in the classroom because if I&#8217;m in there, I&#8217;m more likely to learn something than if I&#8217;m not. But at the same time, once I look up at the board and see all the equations, all the steps that I phased out on, that&#8217;s the moment that I start getting anxiety and scared. So, I look away and I go back in my head so I&#8217;m not as stressed. It&#8217;s a cycle. It goes throughout the entire hour until I come back out without anything in my notes.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>[94-107; 123-135] I&#8217;m currently struggling with a lot of feelings I have when I go to class. I don&#8217;t usually have productive thoughts. I feel like things are scaring me more than helping me now. Or I&#8217;m getting scared more than I&#8217;m learning. I hope it&#8217;s just the mental health thing. Recently, I&#8217;ve been getting [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[38,24],"tags":[47,27,35,61],"class_list":["post-888","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-john","category-quotes","tag-classroom-and-curriculum","tag-john","tag-mental-health","tag-round2"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/engineering.purdue.edu\/STORIES\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/888","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/engineering.purdue.edu\/STORIES\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/engineering.purdue.edu\/STORIES\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/engineering.purdue.edu\/STORIES\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/engineering.purdue.edu\/STORIES\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=888"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/engineering.purdue.edu\/STORIES\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/888\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":901,"href":"https:\/\/engineering.purdue.edu\/STORIES\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/888\/revisions\/901"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/engineering.purdue.edu\/STORIES\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=888"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/engineering.purdue.edu\/STORIES\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=888"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/engineering.purdue.edu\/STORIES\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=888"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}